Today is a day of mixed feelings.Have made a firm decision to convert Tropicana Ladies Cell (TLC) to a night family cell and hence hand over leadership to dear Rodney.
I know Rodney will have a pastor's heart over his cell members for I have seen how responsible and passionate he is on matters of God. He has always wanted to serve in this area but I have been reluctant for various reasons. I can tell you my husband was so happy today. I have always believed passion is what makes the difference between mediocrity and excellence.
I do have my reservations as to how it might affect our relationship but in this area, I will endeavour to give my best. My strength is in the Lord. Thou submission is still not my strongest point, I have made progress from a year ago and I believe God will now do the refining work. I trust Him and thou I am anxious, I am not afraid. I do however worry about giving our children only our leftover time and energy. That cannot be right. My little ones, if you read this someday, remember, we serve the Lord because he has given us much. I pray, He who is faithful, will guide us to be wise and good parents to all three of you.
I am so gonna miss the tropicana ladies. I pray each one of you ladies will grow from strength to strength and that every word God has deposited in your hearts will take root. Thank you so much dears for the support and commitment you have each given to the cell. It was a pleasure being a member of such a fine and fun group of ladies. Most of all, thank you Lee Choo, for believing in everyone of us - for the time and love you have committed to us. I especially wanna thank every core member - Amy, Jacqueline, Aey, Michelle and Pammy for having helped us along the journey. God Bless You. I am however struggling to understand this emotion I am overwhelmed with. I always imagined I would be jumping for joy and relieve at not being a cell leader. Why then are tears flowing freely now?
Well, it's a new journey from here, I look forward to where God will lead us.
11:44 PM
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